Switching Role

Back in my early twenties I remembered how I'm always to be left out in some events, never got invited even and how sad I was however, as I grow I don't mind as much in fact I turned down most invitations even though I got nothing planned out for the rest of the day. Because I grew colder to that "never send an invite" but trust me I'm not being bitter, I am just taking care of my well being.

And how did that role switch?

Easy. I don't want to self include myself to any invitations where people find me the "no vibe" person. I get it though I really do, it's the way I am and my face for them it says-it-all. For some people like me we do vibe but in our own way where it doesn't include anyone else around, we'll manage. But it's nice to be included too but with people who know how you are and never have to worry whether we're okay or not. And for them I appreciate very much for understanding that people do know how to enjoy themselves in their own way. We humans built differently, and we act accordingly.

Hence, to put an end of this oddball situation I am okay regardless. I think my vibe actually depended on with whom I am with. The more comfortable I am with you, my loony toons character goes crazy with you. And which it rarely happens. You can say people view me as 99% serious and 1% fun, I can't blame them though I have to agree because I am only like to show my true colours with people who have been with me for a long time and never fast to jump into conclusion about me. Well, that's on me kiddos.