Mind Galore

Strange how thy soul shape shifts and mould into what you want it to look like.

It’s not that you don’t have your own identity but it changed to fit with the surroundings.

It’s not that you’re being fake but you don’t want to be left out and be the oddball in the group.

It’s not that you don’t like who you are but sometimes broken people need to lash out and let out steam.

Yes, there are many other reasons than the specifics that I had put down, but these are things I could put together as of now. My mind can’t help but to unravel the tiniest of details, for instance words in sentences are not just words spoken to me but are literate.

I am cognitive, emotional and compassionate.I can easily understand complications rather than the simplest of things. I guess I keep my mind occupied by unraveling some answers to my curiosity. Believe me I am curious just about everything.

I do realize the more I try to validate myself, I feel like I am sharing too much and I talk too much than I should. I wasn’t like this a few months back, but now my mind is turning into a haywire. I am absorbing too much energy that I don’t feel comfortable. But it could be I am trying to readjust by having people around me because I’ve been alone for months during lockdowns.