Freelance Frenzy

The thing about freelancing, it sounded like you're able to manage your time on your own. It is more flexible as you’ve often heard people say. True, yes.

But like myself I am carrying different roles in each of the jobs under my belt right now. And I got to say it is getting too overwhelming and sometimes I miss a few steps, and I hate it when it happens. I am easily frustrated hence when it did happen my inner voice had a point to abuse myself mentally. I am not saying I am not capable of multitasking, that’s what freelancers do anyways we have to juggle a few at a time when we must.

The stress I’m feeling right now is incomprehensible. I keep on worrying about things I cannot control, I forget how to enjoy doing things. And that’s partially my fault.

It’s okay you know, at least you know where you are at this point. It’s better for you to notice it yourself rather than having someone else talking about you behind your back and not be able to swallow the truth because you haven’t noticed it yourself first.

Let’s try again this week. Focus, and manage your schedule properly this time. I've already made my parents proud, and I should take that as a motivation for not backing out since I’m already here.

However, I love this stress to be honest it keeps me occupied. I’m lazy but productive at the same time, probably working at home for too long is definitely not helping as much.