Hush.

Nothing is unpredictable for Him, only fate as we call it. Everything has been laid out.

What I love most about life is not being able to live heavenly on earth, but the experience of trials and tribulations never fail to open my eyes, to feel hurt and know He never fail to ease the journey for me to go through is indescribable. I don’t have to put it down in words because that’s the only secret I want to hold close to me, because with that I felt closer to Him despite that I am not even close to being the most pious, but I will never give up trying to be good.

I am still unclear of what’s in my journey but there’s a hint of what’s next, I’m not sure whether I will ever be ready but if He allows it I have the utmost trust on Him. I will never tremble.

It took years for me to gain such strength as a woman and be independent. I was consistently be discipline and cautious of my actions and think of the consequences for any wrong move. I try my best not to get influenced by others because I need to take care of myself because what I’m fighting for is not solely for me, but I am fighting for my family. Yes, I am a strong opinionated person, dominant and stubborn but for a valid reason. I may not be an ideal person, but I trained myself to be solid and I have to. I would say I have my mother’s emotions and my dad’s mentality.

Overall this experience of my life was NEVER a smooth journey, But that’s what life is about anyway, you can never be too happy. I think I let go of what happiness means to me, but more of doing the right things, wanting my heart to feel at ease and be very careful like walking on eggshells. We’re all fragile, just be kind, be sensible, be thoughtful and be selfless.

Keep what's personal, personal and what's not official hush hush baby. Nobody needs to know.