Hi

I remembered vividly there was a man reaching my hands and overturned it to see my palm, and how his face turned. He said he is sorry for what I've been through and will go through in life.

At the time I do feel sorry for myself and wish I could trade with someone else's life, I wanted an easier way out because the weight of responsibilities that I carry seems burdensome.

However as time flew by, I experienced and learned a lot more than I was when I got my palm read. I genuinely accepted any obstacles or challenges that is happening or going to happen. We shook hands to the life we live, we make a choice how we want to overcome it.

I threw what were bad and plant in something new. I want a meaningful and fruitful life ahead of me, not dwelling in the past and mourning how it could've been with "what ifs" running around in my mind.

I would be lying if I say I am no longer an over-thinker which it is just who I am. I overthink because I care a lot. I am not only wanting a good life for myself but also those around me. I wanted to give my all even if it suck my soul dry. I am a giver but sometimes I gave too much that I neglected myself.

Time definitely is upon us, I am reaching to another chapter of a life that I didn't know I could experience. It is all in God's hands, I am grateful and thankful. Who would've thought when I asked for a new life as the previous ones always ended up in despair, I got what I was praying for at the least expected moment and prompt. Be careful what you wish for, because it might come true they said.

I couldn't ask for a more imperfect moment because no moment are perfect in your own timing. He always knows what's and when is best moment for things to happen for each and every one of us.